I Ask Thee.

Just when I was learning to trust someone, you stopped me,

Just when I was thinking I was right, you flawed me,

Just when I was about to take a new step, you scared me,

And just as I was sure enough of what I wanted, you proved me wrong,

What am i to do now I ask Thee?

I seek your support but you are far from it,

You give me a lesson but I do not know what to learn from it,

You told me to be free,

But just when I was exploring my freedom, you caged me,

What am I to do now I ask Thee?

Just as I started to confide in you, you disappoint me,

And when I keep it to myself, you blame me.

Whatever I do is branded immature and criticized,

And my thoughts even before becoming actions are down-sized,

What am I do now I ask Thee?

I tried to act calm even after your every move to condemn me,

Your actions were always meant to frustrate me,

I am still ready for a compromise,

But please do not be it a decision for me to despise.

What am I to do now I ask Thee?

Yes I am subtly trying to blame you for everything,

And here I even accept it,

Because you have left me no other choice,

Whatever I’ve done is not in your premise,

What am I to do now I ask Thee?

Stop with your critical evaluation as I am not a book,

As much as I smile, I am not happy as I look.

You show me a direction with a vision,

But on the way you cut me off.

Why are you such a Hypocrite I Ask Thee?!

This post is for few closed ones and their closed ones too. ;)